I am ok.

Thank you for your prayers, all the emails and kind comments. For now I am ok.

I am spending the week at my sister's house. My brother is in town with his family too. It has been wonderful to just relax, laugh, and have a great time with family.

Hubby is not here with us. He is back at home hopefully doing a very long list of needed things that need to get done for us (me) to feel a little safer. Things are definitely rough between us. I think he is understanding of that tension from me. I think he understands I have to micromanage for now. He doesn't seem to be in a place where he can really do it all on his own, so I will have to. I have been spending a lot of my vacation with my family texting with him, checking off important bullet points with him and making sure he gets things done that helps our financial situation. (Things that I can't do or the calls I can't make.)

Thank you for the prayers and thank you for the support. Thank you for the compassion that you have shown Hubby. We are getting a new therapist. Friday was simply terrible and not in a constructive way. The person we had was good, but it was not a good match. We are also working on getting individual therapists.

God has us. I am in a bit of a numb stage, and very sad and tired, but I know God has us. I need to try, as a dear friend suggested, to rest in God.

With that...off to bed. Much love. Thanks!