I don't really think I have many successes this week. Since coming home from vacation I haven't done much aside from VBS (which I already blogged about). I've been under the weather. As for everything else, I have not brought my A game. I have not been the best communicator lately, let things build, and lost perspective. Sure, feelings are valid, but honesty is better. Oh yeah, and having a little faith. It's funny, I feel I can tackle BIG things in life - I'm prepared for, and been through, really hard events and come out with a positive attitude and faith. I think I'm seeing a pattern this year that I break down over smaller items that add up. It's like having your house foundation chipped away by termites or settling, you keep on pushing on but you are starting to fall apart. I could have acknowledged both faster in my daily life. I've been sick again, tired, and am preparing for a busy July. I also have some hindsight that along with all the energy used with a baby in the house (most moms get that I think) I was also going through PMS for the 1st time in 2 years (hellooooo crazy woman), but how far can I use those excuses? Along with all the above I haven't done much housework, taken or processed pictures from past trips and family time, and felt at odds with dealing with a situation in my life that has worn on me for a few months. I got stressed over Valiant's doc appt Friday where had it happened today I would have been fine! I feel out of control emotionally. So, really I'm not sure I have successes for this week, unless finally being honest was one, both with myself, and others. Otherwise, check back with me next week. The good thing is that I know every day is a fresh day, and I can approach today with a smile, new faith, and trust. I do control how I feel and react - I just need to remember to let go and Let God.
Thankful Thursday
Today I find myself thankful for...
1) Good health and strong body when I have both.
2) Faith...when I remember I have it, and when I don't. It's always there waiting, like grace is.
3) My family and friends.
4) Lovely and Valiant's proactive pediatrician.
5) the members of my mommy group - their help, time, and support in addressing concerns I had - what an amazing group of ladies!
Much love!
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I always love love love your insight. :)
ReplyDeleteWill be praying for you for a new, fresh day today - sometimes it's easier said than done!!
Have a great one! ♥
Aww thanks. Sadly, it is insight that comes from a mistake, or self improvement or just being influenced - so don't thank me.
ReplyDeleteI'm trying to find that fresh day today...but, my mind is still full. It is easier said than done. Thanks for stopping by, as always.
Amidst the honest reflection please do not lose the very important fact that you (and Hubby) have Successfully loved and nurtured a baby thru her first year while still guiding an older daughter to the Successful completion of preschool.
ReplyDeleteWill be holding you in prayer
Thank you for sharing your struggles, as tough as it can be! You have such wonderful analogies. I'm continuing to keep you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteNothing shifts my attitude like gratitude, so I think your thankfulness despite your very full plate is a success indeed!
ReplyDeleteOoh I have problems with those termites too. I'll keep you in prayer! And yes, thank God for a wonderful pediatrician! What a difference that makes.
ReplyDeleteOk I just did that 3 Minute Retreat and it was AWESOME. The Holy Spirit knows just what we need!
ReplyDeleteYou did have successes! Read back through the beginning of your post - esp. the last 3 sentences before Thankful Thursday. Keep the faith, Keep the honesty, Keep on going! You're doing great :)
ReplyDeleteHang in there, girl. You are not alone!
ReplyDeleteI have been through periods like that too when everything seems overwhelming and your hormones are making you feel absolutely crazy. I remember that time too when the cycles started coming back - it's like, oh this again, I wasn't missing that at all... Hang in there, it will go away!
ReplyDeleteGod bless you for your honesty. Thank you so much for your comment on my blog. You gave me a much needed boost. Here's praying for better days ahead!!
ReplyDeleteOne thing I've learned is that when you have been "under the weather," a mom taking it easy and not doing much IS a success.
ReplyDeleteBeing honest with oneself isn't a small success, it is a huge one ... one I wish I was better at. It is like going to confession. It isn't always fun but it is always fruitful.
Knowing that each day is a new beginning is another success! It isn't always easy to let go of yesterday, dust yourself off and begin the new day standing up.
You may not have had the successes you wanted or were hoping for this week, but they are significant successes.
Keep your chin up ... and if things do go the way you'd like, ask Him to hold it up for you. God LOVES when you put Him to work!
Thank you all so much....coming back and reading this touched me. I'm sorry I never said a thank you...
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